my boyfriend and my absolute world I am so sorry for what I did to you the past 6 months, you didn't deserve any of it at all because you were the most amazing boyfriend to me and well I ruined it because I let my past run my future. I know this is gonna be hard and it's going to take you a while to trust me again but I want nothing more than for your forgiveness. I don't want anyone else filling your spot and I don't want to spend my life with anyone else because I don't see myself being with anybody else. I love you to the ends of the earth and I promise I'm going to make this better. I'm going to better myself for you and I and this relationship. I love you Gabe