I care about you a lot, I don't like you smoking a lot. Not like you to drink until unconscious. Very worried about you, because it is bad for your health. You said I never do like I care you. Don't show you to see. what can I do I have no right to do that. You said we were friends. I try to be friends with you. It is very difficult to be like someone is just a friend. I don't like it when you tell the story of a woman who affect your life, and your feelings, I envy women who see and stay near you. But I will not like it, I can't do it anyway because it's your life. I do not know, I'm sorry to disappoint you much. I'm sorry for everything I do. I speak now not want you back together, or make you feel bad, but I just wanted to tell my feelings. Because tomorrow will be like. We are together or not . I just want to told my feelings get you know I love you.