Thank you for your message, I'm seeing you as an open minded person, I have decided to open my great secret that has been bothering me for so long now to you due to the love I have for you.
***There is something so painful to me, and very important about my job, and my future I want to tell you, but I'm a bit afraid to share it with you because we just met here and we have not yet know much about each other, but can I trust you to share this secret with you? Please promise me that you will keep all that i'm going to tell you here as a very top secret between you and I? I just do not know why I can't stop loving you, I can not sleep every night because am always thinking of you. I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart.
I really want to talk with you on phone to hear your voice, but I'm so sad because as we are in the military camp, we are not allowed to use any phone and we do not make nor receive phone calls here, unless with military radio communicator, it is risky for me and very difficult for us to communicate with each other on phone here, because any person that failed to do the law here will be shot to death immediately, so I don't want to died before my time.