I don't know whether God exists. But if he did, then I'd pray and beg him to make Benyamin stay with me eternally. I consider and I perceive the relationship between me myself and her. I can't stand losing her to any man in this world. So please make her love me, make her stay with me in the moment of lost and torment.
I don't know who else she is talking to and falling in love with. Please stop her from falling in love with other guys.
I don't know how much she loves me but at least make her love me.
I don't know how I and Benyamin will end, but please make her forever mine.
She's the mother's of my kids.