Hi Fhun,
No worry, sometimes I can sleep not well.
Then I can do different things.
For example, mails answer.
I have no doubts, that you master your daily life.
I am convinced of that.
I meant your emotional life.
Although I must admit, that the boundaries between the two are not always clearly separated.
This signifies, if one controls his life, one also has access to his feelings.
But I beg your pardon.
Today, I did not have enough time to translate your second, large mail .
Please be patient.
Good night and take care