That day I, Eris Boreas Grayrat became an adult.
I received Rudeus as my present for my 15th birthday.
It was a bit different from the promise, but I was bound together with Rudeus.
I love him.
When was it that I clearly became aware of it?
That's right, I'm certain the first time I realized I liked him was during his 10th birthday.
It was the time when my mother forced me up when I was sleeping, she put a deep red nightgown on me, and with a serious face said, "Go to his room and entrust your body to him."
It wasn't that I didn't want to do it.
However, I was a bit confused.
Things like that I had heard about a number of times from my mother and Edona.
Eventually it would become like that, is how I was instructed.
However, that day I still hadn't resolved myself.
I thought it would be further in the future.
Whether he knew or didn't know of my confusion, Rudeus touched my body.
It seemed like he was up until late talking about something with my father, could it be, that they had this kind of conversation?
While thinking that a certain thought rose to the surface within me.
"He might not like me."
It could be that, he had no choice other than to follow what my father told him and lay his hands on me.
Rudeus in those days was an amazing person.
He knew everything and could do anything.
Even though that was the case he never let his desire to learn weaken, and just kept advancing forward.
I wonder if he and I match together.
Looking at Rudeus who was breathing heavily, I thought my feelings didn't matter at all to him.
I am a reward given to him by my father.
After thinking that it became unpleasant.
I pushed him away and ran.
After running away from the room this time I was afraid.
That right now I could be doing something that I can't recover from...
It could be that right now I'm about to lose my final chance.
I was told by mother that there would be no other person than Rudeus willing to accept me.
I think that is the case as well.
I've met with the children of nobles a number of times, but there were none of them with as much backbone as Rudeus.
Rudeus has been interested in my body since he was younger.
He would often come to flip up my skirt and try to pull my panties down, and whenever he can he tries to touch my chest.
Each time I would hit him and drive him off.
During the short period when I went to school, there was a time when a boy tried to tease me and I hit him, that child never said anything cheeky again.
However, Rudeus didn't respond to it at all.
That day I, Eris Boreas Grayrat became an adult.
I received Rudeus as my present for my 15th birthday.
It was a bit different from the promise, but I was bound together with Rudeus.
I love him.
When was it that I clearly became aware of it?
That's right, I'm certain the first time I realized I liked him was during his 10th birthday.
It was the time when my mother forced me up when I was sleeping, she put a deep red nightgown on me, and with a serious face said, "Go to his room and entrust your body to him."
It wasn't that I didn't want to do it.
However, I was a bit confused.
Things like that I had heard about a number of times from my mother and Edona.
Eventually it would become like that, is how I was instructed.
However, that day I still hadn't resolved myself.
I thought it would be further in the future.
Whether he knew or didn't know of my confusion, Rudeus touched my body.
It seemed like he was up until late talking about something with my father, could it be, that they had this kind of conversation?
While thinking that a certain thought rose to the surface within me.
"He might not like me."
It could be that, he had no choice other than to follow what my father told him and lay his hands on me.
Rudeus in those days was an amazing person.
He knew everything and could do anything.
Even though that was the case he never let his desire to learn weaken, and just kept advancing forward.
I wonder if he and I match together.
Looking at Rudeus who was breathing heavily, I thought my feelings didn't matter at all to him.
I am a reward given to him by my father.
After thinking that it became unpleasant.
I pushed him away and ran.
After running away from the room this time I was afraid.
That right now I could be doing something that I can't recover from...
It could be that right now I'm about to lose my final chance.
I was told by mother that there would be no other person than Rudeus willing to accept me.
I think that is the case as well.
I've met with the children of nobles a number of times, but there were none of them with as much backbone as Rudeus.
Rudeus has been interested in my body since he was younger.
He would often come to flip up my skirt and try to pull my panties down, and whenever he can he tries to touch my chest.
Each time I would hit him and drive him off.
During the short period when I went to school, there was a time when a boy tried to tease me and I hit him, that child never said anything cheeky again.
However, Rudeus didn't respond to it at all.
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