I know its a long time to wait for someone especially someone that you don't know. If you feel like you want to be with someone else I would try to understand the reasoning behind your feeling. I will just not come to Thailand in August. Its ok. I just thought that we were going to try and love each other. Sometimes l feel the same way but my heart wont allow me to betray your love. I have fallen in love with you and it makes me feel good inside to have you in my life. Please don't ever think that you are not pretty enough for me I told you I love you for being you and I love you just the way your. Don't leave me honey