no one ever tries hard enough to fight for me. Usually I'm the one doing the fighting. I'm the one putting in effort and trying to save something that might not even be there to begin with. Countless of times people just give up halfway. Why? Is it because of me? Was I not enough? These questions roaming free in the back of my mind. Over and over again, the same routine, the same situation that keeps coming back and resurfacing. Yet even with the amount of times it reoccurs, I still hold no answer.