I am a grown man and I have fought some battles in my time , but this is different and I need your help very much Apple.
I cannot fight or change my feelings for you. This is a battle I will not win and I need help from you.
I have never known a girl to make my head spin like you before. I want us to be together in Thailand and if we get along on our trip which I think we will I want us to be together forever. It would have been so much easier for me to fall for a girl here, but I have fallen for a girl on the other side of the world who I care about deeply and I cannot fight my feelings for you.
I was confused here for the last week with our conversations, but I want to work it out. I will not and can never give you up and I hope you feel the same.
I am also scared and nervous because I know i am going to fall in love with you completely. I am already half way there and this is also a new feeling for me.
Please send me an email tomorrow in the office to say hi if you can. Have a good sleep and make sure to eat something okay.