Everyone said to marry her despite wanting to marry her, but they pressured me and I asked her to marry me. I didn't realize the mistake I was making because I didn't truly love her. I hope you don't judge me and think I am weak, everyone wanted me to marry because everyone knew I have never wanted to marry or have kids. I wanted to be single for the rest of my life. I hope you don't think of me any less of me for this.