I gather my strength to read you are email because i know that it wouldnt be in good way.i shaking hand ,heart palpitation now to sent back you sms .
Even tought if you not acceptme like your girl
I am respec you Will
I neverthink you are evill i knew you are good person
You have a nice smile please dont be sad i am not queilfiel :)
Please dont be afaid
You no hurt me dear i hurt my self
I trying to be stonger woman like i be but i can stoped cry
Longtime ago i no feeling like this Will but such is life ;)
I trying to comunicate with you cause i am worried about you
But now i heared from you and knew about what you think that make me stronger
I never foget you but iam alway for give you dear dont worry
Dont be afaid of me cause i am not a ghost :)
.... Please acceptme like a friends please i beg you .....
We can be a good friends please
I love the song i sent to you
Yes i will be stronger
My mom she ask me about you Will
I afaid you die
Jayda she call you Pro when she seen your picture
And i. Alway thinking about us
I have not much to write cause my english
Please remember you never hurt me
I am hurt my self
I hope you unafaid and back to me
I will waiting for you........ Until i can stop but i dont know when
Kea
เมื่อ วันอังคารที่ 21 ตุลาคม ค.ศ. 2014, William Hall เขียนว่า:
Hi Kae,
I owe you a big apology. I am very sorry I have not called you. I think you are a great girl. You are very nice, very beautiful and a good person. I don't know why I have not called. I have been afraid. I never thought that I would like you so much. I start to become afraid of where our relationship is going. You are all the way on the opposite side of the world. Because of that, I do not want to hope too much and be hurt if we are not a good fit.
I really really like you. I never thought I would like someone so much that i never met face to face. I am very sorry if I hurt you. You do not deserve to be hurt. I am not a bad person, I just do not want to hurt myself. I think about you all the time. There is no other women right now. I did not stop calling you because of another girl. I stop because I am afraid. This probably does not make sense to you, but I have had other relationships and always seem to lose.
I like everything about you. I like your family. Your family probably does not like me now because I hurt you. Please do not think I am evil. I do not like to hurt people. Especially people that I care about like you. I have spent the last week thinking about if I should try and continue with you. The only thing I have been able to do is avoid my feelings. I cannot do that anymore. I miss you. I am sorry. If you want to forgive me, that would be great. If you do not want to forgive me, I understand.
I have not check my Skype in over a week until tonight. It make me miss you even more. I am sorry to make you worry.
Please let me know how you feel about me.
Love,
Will