-I usually give nicknames what represents my actually mood.
This one is about "one" time i was fully bodily and sexually satisfied, but i was needing something more, something what will improve me,
i was overly excited for someone who will give me knowledge, and inspiration, and who will think about ME while we will have sex, not about my body.
i mean when someone gets sexually excited ONLY for a menly body, i find it really pathetic, i cant give myself in a situation like this.
I reached a point where an amazing body is not enough for me.
I find sexuality something what is a natural need, but its ancient. The man of these times needs something more, although as a man, i am the one who should be the
most influential factor, i know, i need some inspiration, and smart women inspire me a LOT.
The things what i said about this topic is ABSOLUTELY NOT COMPLETE and can be continued infinitely.
-I am an Aspiring,Progressive person, even if i dont seem so, it means only, that you cant look behind my primary goals.
I know exactly what i want to reach.
-Maybe you are an extremely sexually attractive girl, and i have messaged you,
in this situation you absolutely dont need to think that i have done this because i am obsessed with your look, i am nearly assexual.
i do get sexually excited nearly only for intelligent, caring, kind and smart women, this is called Sapiosexuality.
-Things are NEVER what they seem!
Thats maybe the most what a Luciferist finds to be optimal to reveal from himself, on sections like this.