I never thought that I could love someone as much as you. I miss you every second. In my heart, I only have you and your words. Even though we always say that we should take it slow to get to know each other, step by step but secure step and let the time proves everything. However, you come into my mind unexpectedly.
You know that you make my heart grow as if it's going to burst. Every time I read your email, I always blush and have to read again and again because I'm afraid that I would misunderstand. But the more I read, the more it confirme my feeling that I want to burst it out to you.
At the beginning I tried not to accept your feeling for me. But finally, I surrender. Right now I agree with you that god is playing with us. I want to tell you that from now on I will be honest with my feeling and will respect your feeling. You don't have to be worried and afraid that I'll be angry of you over the fact that you don't often have time for me during holidays. To me, I think you've done what is considered to be the most important and it's the right thing to do and I understand you.