I really appreciate all of your sweet words, and like I said it's not that I am fearful and I certainly am not saying I don't want to be with you because of your son, it's not like he is a burden, he is the biggest blessing in the world! So I don't want to sound like some selfish jerk LOL. Because I absolutely love kids some much. It's just that it this point in my life, whatever I find a wife I want to go travel the world for many years and to lots of wonderful things together, and I just don't know if I want to have a kid of my own.