Yes you are right it's only be 3 days. But it hurts so much, when you was here I went to sleep and woke happy knowing that I would see you and talk to you. Now I go to sleep and don't want to wake up. I dread every morning because of the reality of you not being here. I don't want to get up or do anything because I feel do weak without you. You are so deep in my heart that it's no longer my heart it's our heart and without you it doesn't work correctly. I need you here, I miss you here, I fight to be strong for you but every day gets harder to stop the tears.