One of them even criticised me for going to Thailand and said the money should’ve gone to subsidise his rent – I couldn’t believe the absolutely crazy, outlandish, selfishness of his ideas - even John said I am “good talking the talk but I never deliver” - I asked him if he could remember some generous gifts that I gave in Thailand – if this is not action, showing that I can deliver/make things happen – but then he went silent - until he found something else to start arguing about