Tired..tired of all of this?
Nobody said it was gong to be easy Aor.
You knew that from the time you contacted me and we decided to meet.
I certainly did not expect this to be so hard and complicated.
I thought we would meet..if we liked each other..we would be together and have a trouble free relationship.
I guess I was wrong...very wrong.
Other factors in your life has made this very complicated and frustrating.
You should have thought about that first before you even attempted to have a boyfriend or a relationship. You knew the conditions..I didn't.
Take a break for a few months if you are so tired.
My life will go on regardless. I have to continue living my life and I will try my best to stay happy and create my own happiness.
If God has meant us to be together, I put my faith in Him.
If we are not meant to be together, I accept that and will carry on with my life.
I am not stubborn but there are certain things I can not change.