Mika angrily wiped the tears from his face as he made his way to the nearest bus stop. He couldn’t decide where to direct his anger. His carelessness? He thought the marks had faded and didn’t feel the need to be cautious. It was all his fault. He felt horrible for snapping at Yuu, just thinking about his heartbroken expression made his heart sink.
Mika dug his nails into the palms of his hands until he drew blood, letting the tears stream down his face. Yuu would never talk to him again. He would ignore him, spend his time with his boyfriend. Mika didn’t deserve him. He was horrible. Mean. Ugly. He pulled out his phone and typed in a number, bringing it to his ear as he tried to calm his sobs. His heart stopped when the man picked up.
“F-Ferid… please…pick me up… I-I’m at the bus stop”
“Mika-chan, you don’t sound so good… do you really want me coming over there and take advantage of your insecurities?” Ferid said, his voice was sickeningly sweet. Mika could almost see the man smirking. But he was grateful, for once, Ferid was letting him clear his head before he made the decision. But Mika needed this.
“Please…”