When I was a young I had strong body ,and perfect health. Sometime I was always a talkative,and smiling person. The Neighbor likes to talk ,and look after me anytime. I grew up until the age of 7 years, everyone called me a big kid ,and Son of Chinese people because I had single eyelid and the white child . On every holiday around my village the Children went to school to support study of Muslim . I went with my cousin ,she said if you want to go with me, you must wear hijab , baju kurung, and went together .during I walked into school the neighbor around that so laughed about me. I was friendly Since then , until now, I became the focus ,and became the most popular until now. Sometimes ,I think I looked like a clown and an idiot person. It maked others people happy in anytime