I Admire My Brother My brother is an amazing person but nobody seems to see it in him, I may be the only one who sees him for who he is. He is really quiet and prefers to keep to himself so only those who really want to get close to him can. I guess this is why nobody sees him for who he is but it makes me sad because if someone would take the time to get to know him they would be delighted. He has never had a girlfriend that I know of though he has had a very close female friend for a long time and it might turn into something more but I don't really know what is going on with that. I know he gets really lonely sometimes and it makes him depressed and in turn makes me depressed too because he is such a great guy, a girl would be lucky to be with him.
He is so intelligent and kind. He is always calm and understanding. And even though he usually keeps to himself he would always drop everything to be there for me when I needed him. He is quiet but I find him so easy to talk to. I think the best way to describe him is a knight from the movies. He seems unemotional up front but when he opens up he is really charming and sweet but I think it is hard for him to always be like that because he has so much weighing on him that he keeps to himself. What really sets him apart from any other guy I know is that he is selfless. He did so much for me and other people even though he knew he could get nothing in return and he was happy to do it. He even puts himself in danger to protect people, especially women.
When I was a teenager in school most people were nice to me but this one guy was really mean to me. Well, he wasn't always that mean to me but he wasn't a kind person, the school bully but the kind most people thought was cool and liked. He was making advances on me but I didn't want anything to do with guys like that even back then so that gave him a grudge against me. Since then he would tease me but I didn't let it bother me because I knew why he was doing it. I think that just made him worse because it wasn't long before he attacked me on my way home from school. My route home took me through a little forest and I guess he knew that and waited for me in there. He was yelling at me and threatening, I was really scared. He pushed me down and I started to cry but thankfully he wasn't able to do anything more. My brother takes the same route home and was a few minutes behind me. I remember hearing some russling then looking up and seeing my brother standing between that guy and myself. My brother was younger than him (he failed a year or two unsurprisingly) but that didn't stop my brother from protecting me. They fought but didn't see what happened, I was on the ground holding myself, waiting for it to be over. But it wasn't long before my brother's hand was on my shoulder, looking at me with a soft smile, telling me that I am safe. He was hurt a little but he still carried me the rest of the way home.
I always knew he was a great guy but since then I have never saw him the same, he is my guardian angel. I knew he would never let anyone hurt me and he proved it by protecting me from someone else another time that I don't really want to go into detail about. I have been with a lot of guys but they never last long because they cannot compare to the man that my brother is. Not that I am really looking for a real relationship at the moment but if I meet another person like that I will never let them go. I love my brother and I hope he finds a real, lasting happiness soon.