I am having one of those days
I have anxiety bad.
I am really stressed
not only my work
not only my private life
but also my younger son
he was back at the doctors today
yesterday he had a ultra sound of a couple of lumps growing on his face
he has bad skin
at first the doctor said the lumps are pimples
but the lumps got bigger and no head
the scan showed something different
today they are taking a biopsy
After we will know if he needs to go to surgery and have them removed and tested.
Both my boys have my skin
I have had cancer lumps removed but mine were benign
Now my youngest son may have the same sensitive skin.
Sad as his mum is Korean and brown skin
You know what I am like when I am stressed.
My male emotions get strong. And I am alone.
I should go out drinking but I cannot.
I need to spend more time in the gym and wear myself out.
Sorry I am not being sociable
I am struggling
Making is harder is there is no point that I go to see him as it will not help
I just need to work harder and pay for a specialist
I really need some affection but I do not want. I am confused