It's hard to accept the fact that you should apology for what you didn't do. Is not something you should be ashamed of. It just show that your the mature and responsible one. So Mami, just put the first step and talk to him. You going to be 18. You older than me Mami. This will going to keep happening all over again. But this momentarily break, will make sure Carlo won't raised his voice again. He's really scared of losing you. But hey Mami, I'm trying to help y'all both, cause I love you both, and I don't want you to feel regret after this. Just think about, just accept it, and MOVE ON! Start a fresh one with him again. Give him a second chance Mami!