I always felt that I will convey my feeling to you and make you realize how much I admire you, adore you, but never have the guts to admire you to your face. Now since I am miles away from you, I feel I appreciate you more and feel life is not worth it without you. Every second in my life is time lost in pain. Wish I could reach you this very moment and hold you in my arms and shout at top of my voice, "I LOVE YOU