You may have a compulsive need to verbally express and thereby control your deepest sexual motives and feelings. This is an admirable goal, but one that is not easy to reach.
Throughout your journeys in the realm of sexuality, you will be consistently reinforced by a belief that you will get where you are going. You won't worry if your progress is not fast or if you seem to be going nowhere for a time, because you know that great changes take time and that they continue subconsciously even when nothing seems to be happening on the surface.