I am sorry for the trouble I caused you. I am sorry for not believing you, and for creating drama. I understand it was a fling. I understand that my place is not with you. I understand that you may enjoy company from time to time, but that I must live my life as if nothing exists in the between times. I don't understand all that you do, it is not my place to understand. This frustrates me, but I am not mad at you for the way you live your life. I am not mad at you because your brother made a pass at me. It wasn't your fault, and I do not blame you. I was pissed, but not at you. I'm sorry. It won't happen again. I will forever behave myself, I won't obsess, I won't stalk. I wish I had more from you, because you are wonderful when you are with me. I know I cannot have you, I know I cannot fulfill that need with you. I do enjoy our moments in time together, you make me feel amazing. I wish I could make it more exciting for you, so that you would need me more. Again, it's not my place. You choose for you what is best. I am sorry I was such a pain to deal with, I misunderstood what you wanted from me in the very beginning and I'm sorry about that. I am sorry. I promise the crazy is over for good. I hope we can remain friends. I'm sorry,truly.