Track 05: 365日目/1年目 (Day 365 / 1st year)
Ran: It's almost a year since she came to this mansion. And within that period, I feel like both Wakasa and I have changed a bit. It's been a few years since I came here (for Wakasa's sake) and it's also been a while since I had this kind of change that's why I feel confused at times, too. I'm not mistaken, am I? I once asked her if Wakasa told him anything about our past, and everything she told me was none the less accurate. However, there's this important part left untold... even Wakasa isn't aware of. The truth that we... Wakasa and I, have the most ailing hearts.*
+I'm not sure how to translated "kokoro wo yandere iru" XD The dictionary says it means "to fall ill" I leave it to your understanding ;A;
Ran: Wakasa, I'd like to borrow a book. Huh? He's out again? Ah... it's open. Ah!
I gasped upon seeing what's inside the room. On the walls, on the ceiling; photographs of her everywhere. There weren't only a few, but hundreds of them. But there wasn't a single one where in she's looking naturally towards the camera... That guy...
Wakasa: It's almost a year, huh~ There were many who quitted this job so soon, that's why even Obaa-sama's surprised. Well, I'd be glad if you would stay.
Ran: Looks like you're having fun, Wakasa.
Wakasa: How about you, nii-san? The tea she prepares is delicious!
Ran: I know. Because it was me who told her to study (how to prepare it).
Wakasa: Ah~ As I've expected. She suddenly improved so I thought maybe you've said something.
Ran: Setting that aside, Wakasa... what is the meaning of this? *shows photo*
Wakasa: That photo... Don't tell me--- you entered my room?!
Ran: Ah--- I wanted to borrow a book.
Wakasa: Didn't I told you that you're not allowed to enter my room?!
Ran: If you don't want anyone to enter it, then lock it up. Anyway, this photo---
Wakasa: Why did you enter it?! That room is my sanctuary! It's supposed to be a sacred place and yet...
Ran: Calm down, let's talk about---
Wakasa: AAAHH!!! Because of you, nii-san, everything's gone to waste!!
Ran: Wakasa....
Wakasa: You're always like this! Entering other people's territory, trampling over others' belongings and then leaving just like that. Ne, nii-san... You said we don't need a helper, right? You said the same thing when she came, and even before that. If you don't need one then hand her to me. Then I will forgive you for trespassing into my room. Were twins, right? Born together with the same hair, same eyes, same body; we share the same blood and yet why is it that you always get the things that I wanted?! Isn't that unfair?! Father's expectations, the company... I wanted it so bad from the bottom of my heart and yet I couldn't have it.
Ran: You... you're noisy. You, who doesn't know anything about me... What do you understand!? I never wanted these! This kind of life is only like a prison! I wanted to live a more ordinary life! That's why I envy you! That's why... I hated you.
Wakasa: Nii-san...
Ran: If you wanted it so badly then I'll hand it over to you. This mansion, the company, even money... I'll give them all to you. But never... never will I hand her over to you. She's fine the way she is, a special existence. For the first time, I've found something that I will never want to lose. An important existence... and you... are you gonna rob it away from me, too?!
Wakasa: Nii-san, I'm sorry... I am wrong...
Ran: Wakasa...
Wakasa: Is that what you thought I'd say?! *laughs* What a coincidence... I hated you, too! Really, being twins is a pain. But you knew it was me who first laid eyes on her! *to you* Right? You're happier when you're with me.
Ran: You're wrong! *to you* You are supposed to be with me! If it were me, I'll make you happy forever.
Wakasa: What are you saying? If it's me, I'll make sure everyday will be fun!
Ran: Huh! You're the one to say when you don't even have a decent work.
Wakasa: !! Nii-san, is it alright if I offer you a proposal? Giver her to me and in return I'll hand over the data to you. And I won't break that phone.
Ran: You... you noticed?!
Wakasa: Of course! Suddenly giving her a phone, isn't that strange enough? And what else is there to think of aside from that phone having something installed in it? And also, since were brothers so we have the same intention.
Ran: What are you saying?
Wakasa: That appli... I knew about it, and thought of a way to use it. But I never thought of using a phone. *to you* Ah... Yes, the one installed on your phone. One could tell where your location is based on GPS. And there are even more to it. There really are useful stuff in this world, huh~ But Nii-san putting that program into your phone... is really disgusting.
Ran: I don't wanna hear that from you, you stalker little bro.
Wakasa: No!! Those are---
Ran: Don't stop. If you don't continue she won't understand. +
Ran: Why would I stop? *to you* You still don't understand, right? Well then let me tell you! Come on!
+(This part confused me, I'm sorry if my translation confuses you too ;A; )
Ran: Oi, stop it Wakasa
Wakasa: Don't interfere with me! You understand it, too right? We can't return anymore and live together like before.
Ran: Ah...
Wakasa: That's why there's nothing left but to make her choose between you and me. Right, Nii-san?
Ran: You're right. There's no other way.
Wakasa: Yeah...
Ran: Well... I want you to chose who you want to go with. Obviously, it's me.
Wakasa: What are you saying, of course it's me.
Ran: You don't need to think hard over it. You are supposed to go with me.
Wakasa: Nii-san should just shut up. Right? There's nothing to be confused about. I'll protect you. That's why...
Ran: Even if you stay with Wakasa, you'll only be in danger. Being with me is the best, you'll be safe. Why don't you realize that?
Wakasa: No! Nii-san just wants to interfere with us. I'll get rid of him for you that's why... you should come with me!
Ran: You're going with me, right?
Wakasa: No! No! You'll go with me, right?!
Ran: No! Me!
Wakasa: Me!
Ran: Who will you choose?
Wakasa: Tell me...
Ran: Now, answer me!
Wakasa: Now, tell me!
-end-
Track 06: 1年1ヶ月目~蘭の場合~ (Year 1 Month 1 ~Ran's Case~)
Ran: I'm home. Looks like nothing came up while I was away. Well it's not that I'm expecting anyone to come but we still have to be cautious. I've been told by Obaa-sama that people are unusual. Well, if it's the old me I wouldn't have gone there. It's hard not to have Wakasa around but we don't have a choice. If we won't let go of dangerous factors it will only lead to something even more problematic.
Hn? Are you curious of Wakasa's whereabouts? I didn't let you see him even once after all. He... went abroad. I entrusted him to someone I know and I am not sure of the exact place but... he won't be coming back anymore, right? Hn.If you have that much time to think about those stuff, what about you spare some time thinking about me instead? Do you understand? You chose me. So don't make me feel anxious. What I am scared of is... when the time comes that you'll stop thinking about me and... you'll disappear from my sight. I'll do anything just so you'll stay by my side.
What is your wish? Is there something you want? Something you'd like me to do for you? *pause* Or is it my corpse that you want? Because if I die, then you'll be free. If you don't think about those things, would you break away from this house?* Haha. You're really honest. But... if that's what you want, I don't mind dying. Relax, I don't have any intentions of ** you. Because if that happens I'll be able to bury you, right? Because the one I killed... is going to be you. The expression of atonement will continue in my heart. Hahaha... That's not bad either. It's not bad but... while you're still not wishing for it to happen... I won't do it yet. Tell me what is your wish, your desire... I'll give it to you. But you will have to grant my wish in return. What? It's nothing difficult. If you give your everything to me, that's enough. Your body, heart, feelings... your breath, voice and time... everything. Everything! Everything! Give it to me.
I... want this very moment of your life. I am not saying that I don't need your past nor your future but... The one I desire the most is this very moment! The data I have can compensate for the times you are not by my side but there are limits. Your reflection and voice are not enough. Your warmth, smell... and presence... because your existence can only be felt with this body. It's easy, right? The you right now is enough. Stand by my side, think only of me, and live only for my sake. That's all. Easy, right? You won't tell me that you cannot do it, will you? I demand you that, you answer it. You don't have to think of anything aside from me. Just the two of us, let's spend our time together.
What is it that you're anxious about? For me, if you would just stay by me I wouldn't need anything else anymore. To be honest, I don't wanna mingle with any other human but you. But, that itself is still difficult. I want you to wait for one year. Within one year everything will be in order. And when that happens... the people around us, the time, whatever it is won't matter anymore. I can be with you... forever. Ah, that's right. Forever. I will be with you for eternity. One year, 365 days... inside the same room, sharing the same time; you'll be a part of my everyday life. You'll never disappear. Are you still anxious after all that? If that's the case, then I will hold your hand forever. With this, your anxiety will fade away even for a bit, right?
*pause*
Which reminds me... this is the first time that I get to touch you... I never thought that this will ever happen when we first met. And now, we're here together. Maybe... it's actually meant to be. I have no intentions of believing it but, this is what they call "destiny", isn't it? Heh... But still, even if it's "destiny" I sho