Key: "What am I doing now?" I think it's the scariest at times like these. Sometimes time just flows by while working. When you look at it, 1,2 years have gone by. That's why there are parts of my 21, 22 years old that I don't remember. It seems like I lived without much thoughts. At times like that, I have to get my mind back on track. It's not even others' stuff but mine so there won't be an answer if I avoid it anyway. When I think about how much meaning this work has, as a player standing on the stage, I can't be hurt. Even if we're hurt, we must not show that we are hurt, because that is our job. This is not to avoid, it's consideration so as to not inconvenience the people watching.