This deep grief which provokes my heart, " Today, you were not the same," which demands an uncessary amount of time to once again explain myself to the one who should understand my heart -Penwipa Mahasuek; where necessity speaks - can any love exist without sacrfice, but with sacrifice only and by not demanding everything? Can you change that you are not completely mine, or that I am not completely yours? May I calm your mind about what looks to be and help you realize in what you really have. love demands everything and completely with good reason, that is how it is for me with you and for you with me - only you forget too easily, that I must live for myself and for you as well if we were wholly united, you would not feel this as painfully, just as little as I would, or if you got to be with me you would not feel alone.