You have many things that I was looking for. You are a leader, You are an adult, You taught me many things, You encouraged me all the time, You are a gentleman. Every time I read the messages from you, I feel warm heart. It's a feeling that I waited so long. I never get this feelings from ex-boyfriend. This is it needs the depths of my heart. I always yearn for 12 years. But I can't cheat on him. On the day I was free. When I met you, I'm scared to lose you. But you don't have to worry about me. I became accustomed to disappointment then.
Actually, We've known for 10 days. I still don't love you. And you didn't love me. I have only one heart. If I could give someone. I will make sure that he is the last person to receive it. And he can take care of my heart forever.
I'm sorry that I make you feel uncomfortable. I'm sorry that you worry with me. I'm really bad that you have to worry about me. I'm sorry from my heart again.
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Your daughter is getting better? I hope your daughter feel better soon. You’ll get through this. I'll always be there for you. I know you're very tired. Take care of yourself na ka.
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Okay! we can be friends. I respect your decision.
I told you so...My shop opened for 7 years. But it will closed on December 2015. I live with my dream was only 9 months. The lease expired, I will have to move out of here. I never give up. But I'm very tired. The more I try more. Destination it back into darkness. I'm tired of having to fight alone. Maybe I'll have to stop all this. And then return home to take care my parents.
You see in my profile? I define it at the age of 40-55. Because I want the leader of family. I'm not good, I want the leader. Though he was older than my 10 years, 20 years, 30 years. If we heart match. I'm ready to be by his side forever. My ex-boyfriend is older than 5 years. But he had several habits can't be edited. He had a habit of a child. He is a hot tempered, angry easily, self-willed. I patience with his habit over the past 12 years. But we broke up because he insulted my family.
I know that in this world nobody is perfect. If I decided to choose someone as a husband. That means I'm ready to endure all his disadvantages, ready to live side by side and take care of him all my life.