Hello
here it is 5:23. I am up since one hour, because I can't sleep.
It is good, that your talks withs Netherlands are good. I am happy with you and I cross my fingers!
It was not a love story with the russian girl. I only saw the chance to build up love, but this bad woman deceived me. During many years there was only one love and it is not so long ago. This is the reason, why I don't want to come to Thailand this summer, although it is my favorite country.
I will go to the Philippines to find some distraction. Now I have the feeling, that I make wrong everything.
Now I will try to sleep a little.
All my best wishes for you.