I know thinking about it isn’t going to bring you closer and/or sooner to me, and I know it’s not going to guarantee any of my visions or expectations. But I haven’t lost hope that you are out there, breathing and living without me. I truly hope life is treating you well and any trials you are going through, you learn from and let them make you a better person. As for me, I am still getting to know myself, learning about what I want in life. I know God knows we are not ready to meet yet, but I do hope it’s in his agenda for us. Deep in my heart, I know I probably need you more than I want to. And I hope you are ok with that. Please save me a spot in your heart.