Hello my love,
I know right now you think we can't be together but I will be waiting for you when God reviews us. I pray every night and day that he sees the love I have for you and what went wrong with me and its not my fault . I feel like I can't breathe. I miss talking to you and listening to your voice, your laugh, and your sweet ways of showing how much you love me too. I have never been so in love with a woman the way I love you. I am so free when I am near you. You let me be me and make me feel so special.
I know God has something good in store for us and he knows best and why i was in this field . He is not an evil God but a loving God. And when we are in each other's arms , that love will be more amazing than what we have now as I was in critical condition.
I miss you. And my daughter miss you as well. I can't wait to hold you soon, with God's Approval. In the Lord we will seek together and live a great and Godly life. I miss you and love you with all my heart. Till we are in each others arms ... I will be waiting until things are good for me. I knew you felt pains but don't because my heart bleeds for missing you and time delays. I love you my darling and I miss you babe.