Thank you for your reply to me again. Reading your words to me brigthen my day, and fills me with hope and dreams for our future. I am having a good weekend, but you are missing in my weekend. I want you to be here with me, for the rest of our lives. I hope that you have a good weekend to? Today I had to work overtime at my job, because there were to few people at work. It is good, because it pays better and that meens that our dream of beeing together is getting closer to you and me. I want to be with you, I only want to be with you in my life. I will show you that you and me can make this real, and not only be a dream. I will come to you, and hold you in my arms. And then kiss you good, so that you are sure of that it is real. I promise you this, my love. I love you Aranya. I love you dearly, and with all of my heart. It is good for me and my heart to know that my love for you gives you more meaning in your routine days.
I understand you and I share the need to do next with you. I work as hard as I can, to make it happen, and to come and be with you. I only think about you all my days, and the goal that we have for our lives together. I know that we can make each other very happy, and that our shared life together will be a blessing for you and me. And I promise you that I will not go find another lady. I only want you, and I want to be with you so much. I know that you said it as a joke, but it is so important for me to know that you feel it in your heart that I am true. And when I come to meet you, you can see it in my eyes. There you will see my love for you that strengthens my heart every day.
Tonight when I go to sleep, I go to sleep thinking about you, and imagining you whisper that you love me, in my ears. And then I will be a very happy man. But I want you here next to me, like you do. Because if you were next to me, and you whispered it in my ears, then I could put my arms around you, hug you close, kiss you and tell you that I love you too Aranya. I want this with all my heart, and I will work as hard as it takes to make this come true for you and me in real life. And when I sleep, I will be dreaming of you beeing next to me. When I meet you, you will know that you have made my life complete, and that you have given me all I want in life.
I know I have to fulfill your dreams, and I work hard to do so. And it is my dream to, I dont want anything other than that. I will come to you, as soon as I possibly can. And I look forward to be walking with you, and you show me different things, and explain to me what they are. Then I will hold your hand if it is ok for you, be happy and feel blessed and feel your love. I dream of you when I am asleep, and when I wake up, I say hello to you in your photos. That way you are with me during my day, and I know that you are with me in this world. As you do, I feel my love for you grow every day, and you have become the most important in my life. I will be with you, my love Aranya.
I hope that my email to you reaches you soon, so that you can feel I am here.
I love you Aranya Natampoy.
My heart is yours to keep.