My dear,Another beautiful time to share my thoughts with the one I admire affectionately.
Let me share something personal with you, here's where the whole angel things come in. I was quit young when I lost my dad, and during those cold and lonely days, when praying, all I would ask of God is to send me and angel to comfort me. Even when I grew up and was in the university, and my mom told me that she was getting remarried and moving off to Florida(before she passed on) I also prayed to God to send me an angel to comfort me. During those periods, yes God did answer my prayers in comforting me, not by actually sending an angel but by strengthening me spiritually, I was always comforted. Of recent I prayed to God asking him to also send me an angel in the form of a human that will actually comfort me and share in love with me, and I feel wholeheartedly that my prayer has being answered. That is why I have chosen to call you my MY ANGEL. As a soldier, we live each day as if was our last we wake up each day not knowing what would be the outcome of that day. That is why I will not keep silent on my desire to have you as MY ANGEL.
I believe the science and mystery of online dating is it’s just like being set up in a blind date and being allowed to talk to the person prior to the actual meeting on the phone, through which means the relationship is harnessed and built up before eventually seeing each other. If there is chemistry between each other, then you fall in love with the person prior to even seeing the individual. So amazingly, you fall in love with someone you have not even seen, not the appearance, not the physical beauty, but with the inner true beauty of the person which can only be discover and felt in the heart, and that is what is happening to me now.
How can I express how I am feeling right now? Imagine a duck in a pond; it appears tranquil, barely creating a ripple as it calmly floats by yet, underwater its feet are paddling quickly. I am afraid to "create a ripple" and wake up from this dream that is more of a reality than a dream. Each email you send is better than the last; I always find a snug spot and read them over and over again. I can't wait to receive your next email.I will try to check you up on yahoo messenger OK..Miss you
Your Love
John