OK....I love you too Lert, but I am honest too and I need more to sustain this relationship until I can see you again. You have expressed your needs to me in asking me to repeatedly tell you how much I love you and miss you. While I did not think that was necessary on my part to constantly assure you of my love, I did so because it was your wish or need that I do it.
You wrote me that I was sometimes short in my emails and silent to you in other emails. 90% of your emails are short ones to me and most mornings, I would get an email from you stating only that you finished your run and then would not hear from you again until you were at the train station or already at work which I will not interrupt you.
This is what frustrates me about us. It is not that I do not love or want to be with you.