I'm apologize if sometime I make you feel scare. Just believe me right now, I'm tried to do everything carefully for us, I want to be stay with you for long time.
I know I have feeling very strong with you.
I'm not sure when I told you, I cancel the ticket maybe make you scare I'm will not come to the US but just want you to trust me,I just want to decide everything carefully and want to have time to prepare everything move to US.
I must to travel to the US alone and it is time again for a long time that I might not be back in my country again.I can't see my parents for long time. I just want you to understand me that I need time to prepare and take time with my mom, as much as possible throughout the duration of the remaining 4 months before I decided to go to America.
And after that I went to, I will be strong, because it is what I choose. I just wanted to let you know that I love you very much and he wants to give us a strong, confident, and I believe that if we have stability in love someday we've come to stay together together. it really is as special time and memorable as possible.
Hope you understand everything i do right now and I want you to feel that I strong my heart to love you.