Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? Cause I'm not fine at all. I wish that I could forget about the stupid little things like the time you were right there beside me. And the memories I never can escape. The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone. I admit I like to see them, I admit I feel alone. It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on. It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long. No, I'm really not fine at all. #gnihton