My dearest girl, I have been staying busy all day but as usual, I have been occupied with nothing but you, everyone says I am empty, I am somewhere else. I fear that it is true. I have become empty because I am not with you, I am distracted because I love you so. My long separation from you makes me ill. It is not good for a man to be so far away and for such a long time from his dearest love. I am literally worn to death missing you so great. I am jealous of all those who have been able to look at you, those you have sparked a conversation, those who you have texted, those of whom you have hugged and have shared but merely a second of your time. I wish I could be any of those people's to share a special moment with the woman I love so dear.