and you for me, Jeab, I really didn't know if you would keep writing to me, but I am so used to writing to me, I really look forward to it, I love reading your letters, and I imagine that we are really together, I don't think about the real situation, it is physical, and yes I would love to touch you, feel you, listen to you whisper into my ear, smell your hair, feel your warmth when you are next to me, but through your letters, I feel your love, and it is wonderful. I feel everyday that I fall more in love with you, I will send pictures , please wait, it is difficult to find time, because I want to send a good picture, going to sleep now, I love you I love you! I can never say it enough.