Dear Amway,
I hope you were able to study well today despite being sad. I know it can be difficult to concentrate if your mind is disturbed.
I have so much to say to explain… hopefully it can be done in writing, and hopefully you will understand.
After thinking about what you said, I think I understand why you reacted this way. You felt cheated in a way… but it was never my intention. You were only talking to me in FB, which I did not know. I am honored that you were only talking to me, and I am sorry that you did not know I was talking to a few people. Please understand Amway. Everybody is busy and nobody will spend 3.5 weeks with me in BKK. I want to make a few friends to visit the city. I cannot just talk to one person! What if I only talk to you, and then the first day I arrive in BKK you decide that you do not like me and I do not see you again?
Amway, you have a good heart, you are kind, you are smart, you look fantastic, you are mature, you are interesting to talk to, you work hard and study hard, you keep healthy and fit, you do not drink, not even coffee, you have a great family that you love… Amway I cannot think of a single thing bad about you. You have everything Amway. Will I have a relationship with you in the future? It is possible. Maybe yes. Maybe no. We do not know. We have never met in person so we cannot know! Same thing with others. What I know is that we can be friends and we will see where life takes us.
I have so many questions for you because I would like to know you better Amway. But we have not talked a lot yet so I am patient to discover later. But there are many things I do not know about you, and there are also many things you do not know about me too, simply because we need time Amway. I never lied to you. I do not lie and I do not cheat. Yesterday was the first time you asked about the other girls in FB. I answered as honestly as possible and I told you the truth. I wish you had known earlier. But there are many other things you do not know about me. Some very good, some not so good. It just takes time to find out. I will give you an example. You know that I am separated from my wife but you do not know all the details. You did not ask… I have nothing to hide but we simply did not get to the point where we had time to talk about this. My life is in a storm. My wife and children moved to Canada and now I am alone working in Bermuda more than 1000 km away from everybody and I have big decisions to make. I had a lot of pain and sadness in the recent past. There were difficult periods and that I overcoming now. I think moving to Thailand might be good for me for many reasons, but I need to find out first. Am I ready to have another relationship now? Maybe yes, maybe no. I do not now yet. What will happen in the future? Maybe I visit Thailand and love it. Maybe I quit my job and move to Thailand in 2015 or 2016… Perhaps if I am not ready for a relationship in 2014, maybe I will in 2015. Life is long Amway. We do not know what will happen so please do not close doors. What I know is that I can make friends now and we see where that leads. It might be slow, it might be fast…
I have never lied to anybody: you, Apple, or others. My life is very complicated and I know people on the other side of the planet cannot understand everything instantly. It just needs to come little by little Amway. I have always been honest with you that I want to meet friends. Same with Apple. She seems like a very kind person and I would like to visit BKK with her. She does not live in BKK but my hotel is in BKK. She needs a place to stay and I told her she can come to my hotel and I will get a second room. She knows she will not be in the same room as me, no sex, just friends. She knows, very clear. Maybe this is different from maybe most Farangs who are lying and cheating. But I am not like that. Yes I sent her a package with a souvenir from Bermuda. Why is it wrong to send something nice to a friend? Maybe it’s a cultural difference, which you tried to explain me earlier today, and maybe that was a mistake. If it was a mistake, then I am sorry that I made a mistake, and I can take all the blame, but it was all done with good intentions. I do not know what you told her, and what she told you, but maybe I need to clarify even more with her because I do not want anybody to be sad because of me: you, Apple, or others. I do not have your address otherwise I would have sent you something in the post too. You might not have the occasion to meet people from Bermuda again in the future so it can be precious to have something from beautiful Bermuda island. I do not think it is a bad thing to give you or anybody else something nice when intentions are good. But maybe it leads to the wrong message and maybe it was not the right thing to do. I do not have your address and I was not going to ask your address. As we talked yesterday about Lip Zee, it can be scary to give our address to someone on the internet. So I do not ask – you probably would not like it if I asked you your address. However with Apple she did not give me her address, but she told me where she works, and I looked on the internet the address and I sent it there. I
Amway I have nothing to hide and if you have questions I will always answer honestly and truthfully. The last thing I want to do is to hurt you. I just want to help and make you happy. I want to be your friend, not your enemy…
I can explain other things if you want Amway. And if there is something you do not understand above, please ask and I will repeat with other words to be clear. I really want you to understand. I want to talk to you, I care about you, I want to help you if I can, and I do not want to just talk on FB.
I hope to hear from you soon
Patrick
Dear Amway,
I hope you were able to study well today despite being sad. I know it can be difficult to concentrate if your mind is disturbed.
I have so much to say to explain… hopefully it can be done in writing, and hopefully you will understand.
After thinking about what you said, I think I understand why you reacted this way. You felt cheated in a way… but it was never my intention. You were only talking to me in FB, which I did not know. I am honored that you were only talking to me, and I am sorry that you did not know I was talking to a few people. Please understand Amway. Everybody is busy and nobody will spend 3.5 weeks with me in BKK. I want to make a few friends to visit the city. I cannot just talk to one person! What if I only talk to you, and then the first day I arrive in BKK you decide that you do not like me and I do not see you again?
Amway, you have a good heart, you are kind, you are smart, you look fantastic, you are mature, you are interesting to talk to, you work hard and study hard, you keep healthy and fit, you do not drink, not even coffee, you have a great family that you love… Amway I cannot think of a single thing bad about you. You have everything Amway. Will I have a relationship with you in the future? It is possible. Maybe yes. Maybe no. We do not know. We have never met in person so we cannot know! Same thing with others. What I know is that we can be friends and we will see where life takes us.
I have so many questions for you because I would like to know you better Amway. But we have not talked a lot yet so I am patient to discover later. But there are many things I do not know about you, and there are also many things you do not know about me too, simply because we need time Amway. I never lied to you. I do not lie and I do not cheat. Yesterday was the first time you asked about the other girls in FB. I answered as honestly as possible and I told you the truth. I wish you had known earlier. But there are many other things you do not know about me. Some very good, some not so good. It just takes time to find out. I will give you an example. You know that I am separated from my wife but you do not know all the details. You did not ask… I have nothing to hide but we simply did not get to the point where we had time to talk about this. My life is in a storm. My wife and children moved to Canada and now I am alone working in Bermuda more than 1000 km away from everybody and I have big decisions to make. I had a lot of pain and sadness in the recent past. There were difficult periods and that I overcoming now. I think moving to Thailand might be good for me for many reasons, but I need to find out first. Am I ready to have another relationship now? Maybe yes, maybe no. I do not now yet. What will happen in the future? Maybe I visit Thailand and love it. Maybe I quit my job and move to Thailand in 2015 or 2016… Perhaps if I am not ready for a relationship in 2014, maybe I will in 2015. Life is long Amway. We do not know what will happen so please do not close doors. What I know is that I can make friends now and we see where that leads. It might be slow, it might be fast…
I have never lied to anybody: you, Apple, or others. My life is very complicated and I know people on the other side of the planet cannot understand everything instantly. It just needs to come little by little Amway. I have always been honest with you that I want to meet friends. Same with Apple. She seems like a very kind person and I would like to visit BKK with her. She does not live in BKK but my hotel is in BKK. She needs a place to stay and I told her she can come to my hotel and I will get a second room. She knows she will not be in the same room as me, no sex, just friends. She knows, very clear. Maybe this is different from maybe most Farangs who are lying and cheating. But I am not like that. Yes I sent her a package with a souvenir from Bermuda. Why is it wrong to send something nice to a friend? Maybe it’s a cultural difference, which you tried to explain me earlier today, and maybe that was a mistake. If it was a mistake, then I am sorry that I made a mistake, and I can take all the blame, but it was all done with good intentions. I do not know what you told her, and what she told you, but maybe I need to clarify even more with her because I do not want anybody to be sad because of me: you, Apple, or others. I do not have your address otherwise I would have sent you something in the post too. You might not have the occasion to meet people from Bermuda again in the future so it can be precious to have something from beautiful Bermuda island. I do not think it is a bad thing to give you or anybody else something nice when intentions are good. But maybe it leads to the wrong message and maybe it was not the right thing to do. I do not have your address and I was not going to ask your address. As we talked yesterday about Lip Zee, it can be scary to give our address to someone on the internet. So I do not ask – you probably would not like it if I asked you your address. However with Apple she did not give me her address, but she told me where she works, and I looked on the internet the address and I sent it there. I
Amway I have nothing to hide and if you have questions I will always answer honestly and truthfully. The last thing I want to do is to hurt you. I just want to help and make you happy. I want to be your friend, not your enemy…
I can explain other things if you want Amway. And if there is something you do not understand above, please ask and I will repeat with other words to be clear. I really want you to understand. I want to talk to you, I care about you, I want to help you if I can, and I do not want to just talk on FB.
I hope to hear from you soon
Patrick
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