Ok, for starters I like how you handle yourself! You refuse to be anyone's holiday girl. Good for you! Love is what you seek, and you make it clear. I think you are beautiful of face and probably of heart as well. The way you write, I believe you are sincere and upfront in relationships. I cherish truth and honesty, so allow me to say that I am a few years older than my aging profile. I don't visit this site often, so I have not changed it. I'll tell you the painful truth, I had my heart broken by a Thai girl recently and am trying to move on with my life. We had an online relationship and planned to marry. Health problems delayed our getting together in bkk and she got lonely and cheated on me with three men and three women in the last two months. When she admitted to this, I was devastated. I truly love her still. But I need to move forward with my life. I hope we can build a solid relationship between us. I think Thai ladys are beautiful and sweet, I hope to eventually marry one that will love me and be loved by me until my last breath... Sincerely Johnny