because it is hard for me to have any sort of contact with her, i wouldent know how to behave or what to say, how i act around someone who is my girl friend is very very diffrent then how i act with every one else
i know you may not know this, because you have not yet seen how i interact with others, only how i act with you, but i am not nearly as open with others, even friends and family, i prfure to be the person they come to for help, i have always been the one others open up to, the one that people come to for advice and someone to listen to them, but i have a harder time sharing my feeling and problems with others, i only want to have that type of relationship with my girl friend, so when she wanted to no longer be my girlfriend it was hard to go from me sharing everything with her to just treating her like another friend, so insted i just havent talked to her at all