Pamme so sorry to hear about , I can understand your feelings . I feel bad for you too but pls don't worry , it's life .
Life is like the nature ,you know there is storm ,winds broke all , what happened in your place few days back but now is sunny again , msg be gentle southern breeze blowing again , so life is like this . Happiness and pleasures is there and beside there are pains and sores . But one replace another . That's the life . I lost all but I have you. Pls don't worry , I will be beside you always , so you don't need to be worried my love.