I hope you are feeling well.
I try, when I can, to think of ways of doing things the best way without compromise.
When you first talk about English, I tried to think of the best way of learning it, and simply wanted to offer what I think was a good solution. It does not really matter who pays.
I appreciate that you have a fine sense of art and sense of purpose. How great!
I found some old photos. I take many photos of architecture and gardens but not too many of myself. Here are some.
All the best.