Well you know what, I thought I was
But I guess not
You say that you love me
But I think if your really sdid
You might have asked me WTF was wriong by now
Which is what I have desperately been waiting for
So I could tell my babyt
That this week my grandfather has died
And my father has fallen ioff his motor cycle going 70 mph
And he is in a coma in the hospital dying also
The amputated his right arm at the shoulder
they amputated
And he is carpenter at work
But now he has only 1 arm so if he wakes up out of coma
He can't go to work anymore
But he may never wake up from coma
And I broke my laptop which I use for work
So I am in trouble at work
But I don't think I will lose my job
And I move from the motel into bigger apartment
but now because I missing work because laptop is broke
I may not be able to afford this month rent
babe
And I have nobody that loves me to talk to
except maybe you
babe
and I can't talk to you bc laptop broken
so I start crying and I can't stop[
Becasuse my heasrt hurts
And I just want to layh down and never get up right now
And then you start yelling at me and being mean because you think I am hiding secrets and leaving you and I am not
babe i'm so sorry
I really miss you
But you are mAD AT ME
And I just want somebody to tell me it is going to be all right
Becausew I am losing hope right now
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