My love might not be see-able, like I’m a cold person. But my whole heart is tortured by the way things are. It might seem like I don’t have a heart or any memories of the past left!!! It hurts that I love u, but I shouldn’t let u know, it hurts that I must hide it. Every day I must act and make it seem like I’m ok!!!. However much it hurts, I shouldn’t let u know!!! I still love u. I don’t know how to forbid my heart and get me to stop thinking about u!!