Hey Pung I did NOT reject you...maybe just rejected the ideas you had about relationship...dont be heartbroken....we did not ever meet.....dont immagine to much into what or how you want things going.....it was you that told me your father would kill me if I show some love for you....any man with a little intelligence would run...I am still around ..if we can meet without your family and we can speak and see how we connect ( ok without any physical contact at first ) this could be a start.....later if we feel good about each others company I also could see ur parents....I also think that you are too much focused on your parents...u are not a 12 y. old children anymore you are a grown up women who should go her own ways....if you want boyfriend or husband it sshould be because u want him not because u want to make your family gaining face in the village......if this guy is a muslim , a non believer or a katholic it should not make any difference for you if u loike (love ) him....if your family is interferimng with your decisions you have to let them out of your decisions...thats the way life is...what can I say everybody has to grow up and become adult ( this is not easy for sure )....so in this contex your undertaking to find a guy on the internet ( as u write to me first ) might turn out to be a change of your lifestyle alltogether....:)