I will talk about in the period of two months with my life as train at Tourism Authority of Thailand, Pattaya office. This internship, it changed my life and thoughts. From, I didn't know anyone. Because I’m shy.My life since started in high school and studied bachelor's degree, I know people very few because I’m not dare to talking to anyone first. Even in the classroom, I’m not dare to speak or make eye contact with the teacher. Because I’m shy and I’m not dare. Because I thought all that I have a bad shape (overweight) and ugly. Because I notice beautiful people was recognized by people. That it different form me, every day I talk to people that I know but since the first.