Yes, I understand. I know why you feel that way.
It's very hard for me..i have no one, it's hard and sometimes I don't know what to do. I'm always alone.
You, it's good you have family there. You have life, maybe not exactly what you want, but you have something.
I care for you . I care for what you have said. Sometimes, I don't care if I live or die..whatever is my destiny. But I Want to to be complete.