เขียนเป็นภาษาไทยว่า และแปลเป็นภาษาอังกฤษว่าฉันรักเมืองไทยMy name is Cameron Maskew and I met Meena whilst I was travelling through South East Asia through the months of July – September. I spent one month in total with Meena and during that time we were in a romantic relationship. I returned to England at the start of September. We spoke on facebook and skype for the last month but on Sunday 9th October I decided to end our relationship due to the distance between us. I will write a day by day log of the information I have and my experience of the situation. Please be aware that I am writing just my experience and I don’t know all the details due to lack of communication on some of the days between myself and Meena’s friends and family.
Monday 10th October
On Monday, Meena took drugs and ended up in hospital. I have been told that she got drunk on Sunday and took too many paracetamol and sleeping pills. Meena was in contact with me during the Monday telling me she did not want to live anymore. I didn’t know anyone to call, I told her to go to the hospital but she would not. In the evening I received a text from her friend saying she had died in hospital. This turned out to be not true and was just because her friend could not speak good English. She meant to tell me Meena was in a coma.
Tuesday 11th October.
On Tuesday Meena’s friend, Beam, called me telling me Meena was alive but she wasn’t getting better in hospital. At this point the communication between us broke down because Meena’s friends were angry at me for ending our relationship. I do not blame them for being angry, it was a very emotional time for everyone involved.
Wednesday 12th October
I had some contact with Meena’s friends but they were still very angry with and told me not to be involved anymore and not to be in contact with them.
Thursday 13th October
No contact with anyone.
Friday 14th October
Meena has been discharged from the hospital and says she wants to call me and speak with me. At this point I don’t know if she is telling the truth or if she is lying due to what I have been told by her friends. After some talking on facebook, I believe she has been in the hospital. At this point I think Meena is mentally unstable she has tried to commit suicide because I broke up with her. I explained to her again on facebook why we couldn’t be together and why I believed it would be better for us not to stay in contact. I believed that if Meena was mentally unstable and me staying in her life would just cause more pain for her. I thought if we went our separate ways we could both heal and recover from the relationship ending. Meena was not well on Friday so I told her to rest and sleep and we would speak in the morning.
Saturday 15th October
On Saturday morning I had one more short conversation with Meena explaining why we couldn’t be together and why we shouldn’t stay in contact. I ended contact with Meena on Saturday morning (English time), this would have been around 3pm in Thailand.
Sunday 16th October
On Sunday I received a text from Meena’s mum and Auntie (Araya) saying that Meena has gone missing again and that she won’t speak to anyone but me. Meena’s mum and Auntie were kind speaking with me and they just wanted to find Meena so I said I would help. I called Meena at 2pm English time (8pm Thailand time). Meena told me that she just wanted to be alone and I begged her to text her mum and her family. I also told her that she needs to contact her mum in the morning (thailand time). Meena would not tell me where she was because she knew that I would tell her family so they could find her. We spoke on skype and on the video she was lying on a bed and I could hear people talking in the background. It looked like she was in a hostel or a hotel, I think she was at a hostel. This was the last real contact I had with Meena.
Monday 17th October
I woke up to a few facebook messages from Meena which said:
Teerak please I don't want to live without you it's really so hard and painful
I really love you
I'm not strong enough to live without you
I'm so sorry for everything
My every day I can live because your love then you don't love me I can't.
This was the last I heard from Meena which was 7:27 am (Thailand Time).
Since then I have been in contact with Meena’s Aunite and her mum trying to find her but she won’t answer my calls, or my messages.